Looking Back (and ahead)

Hi all. It's now been several years since my fracture. I'm still running/biking/swimming, and all is fine.  I still have the snapping tendon over the (formerly) injured side, which I've learn to accept. No amount of stretching, cursing, beer drinking or otherwise seems to make a difference, and frankly - it's really not a big deal. It's just odd to be snappy on one side and not the other, right? No pain, and it really only happens every once in a while. Still scary? Yes.  The iliopsoas tendon is large, and it sometimes cracks right over (?), much in the way a knuckle in your finger will crack. Scares me to death!

Keep eating healthy! Keep your weight up and cross train. God bless all of you who are trying to navigate this thing. That's me - the moron in the blue tank top. Back at the scene of the crime where the break occurred years ago.

Normal Aches ... Concerning Aches?

This summer will be the four year mark since my FNSF.   For anyone who is presently enduring this injury ... my heart goes out to you.  Over the past few years, I've been so blessed to communicate with individuals who've shared their stories, setbacks and successes.

The reason for this post....what does my hip "feel like" at this point?  The bottom line is that it is normal, however, my definition of normal is not the same as it was four years ago.

I want to be careful here. I'll admit from the get-go that I've been very fortunate. (I also want to think that I was uber conservative in my healing, which I do believe contributed enormously to my recovery). Still...I'd be a fool if I didn't humbly accept my recovery for what it has been.

My "normal" is that I occasionally have an ache in the front of my hip, over the point (inside) where my illiopsoas tendon and/or hip flexor (one and the same?) resides. This soreness only occurs on the formerly injured side. It typically happens after ramping up the miles and/or after having sat (i.e. been seated) for an extended period of time (e.g., a long car ride). Why? Well, frankly I'll probably never know....but I think that the prolonged NWB period simply and profoundly changed my biomechanics. Perhaps the illiopsoas tendon shortened or changed the normal "groove" where it would otherwise glide. (Speculating here). The soreness is dull, very dull, and it NEVER throbs. Throbbing is bad, I'm to understand. My feeling is the same as when you have that slight soreness (almost a pressure feeling) in a joint (like a finger), and you know that you have to crack it...to relieve something.

I've gotten to the point that I can almost always do this gentle lift and rotation of my affected hip and "snap" the tendon across....whatever(?) - maybe some atypical place on the greater trochanter. Who knows? When it snaps...it's audible - mostly subtle, but sometimes it's a little loud - like a finger knuckle that cracks. Then.....pressure is relieved...and soreness dissipates. I've tried stretching and stretching and stretching to see if I can lengthen the tendon. This hasn't worked. I've simply learned to live with it.

A few of you have mentioned that your pain throbs. Again...I'm not a medical physician, so take my comments for what they are worth. My view is that throbbing is bad. My original fracture throbbed. Why? Not sure...perhaps the combination of inflammation and blood flow (pressure) in a combined attempt of my body to deal with the injury. If you are throbbing, it is likely one or the other or both! I'm not sure if a pinched tendon would do that (cause throbbing). Mine never did - but perhaps others have experience with this....feel free to comment, please!

Aches and Pains of Returning to Exercise

It's been nearly two years since my injury, and the one question I'm asked most frequently about recovery regards how to manage the normal aches/pains of returning to exercise. Let me preface sharing my own experience by writing plainly that you should work closely with the advice of your physician/therapist/etc.  You will experience aches and pains. It is frightening. The challenge is to learn to recognize what is normal vs. what is not. This is not an easy thing to do, and as I indicated before it is scary.

I started lightly running roughly 4 months after my injury. I mean lightly running, as in putting on a brand new pair of Hoka Bondi shoes and toe running gingerly. I never felt achy or sore during my running. Never. Had I felt even the slightest pain or ache during my run, I would have stopped without hesitation.

When I started back to even modest distance (e.g., 6 miles), I would later experience a slight ache in my groin at a point over the old fracture site. But...the ache wasn't quite as deep. This is difficult to explain, other than to write that the fracture ache was deep as in located in the dead center of the distance between my groin and my rear end. At the time of the fracture, it hurt when I ran. It hurt notably when I would try to stand up from a chair (or get out of the car).  The ache of returning to running after non weight bearing was not quite as deep (even though it was located in the same place), and it didn't hurt until later in the day. I'd take a hot bath, and the ache would subside. I'd do aggressive self massage in the groin area, and the ache would subside. I'd try to do an adduction stretch to help with what I knew were tight iliopsoas tendons in the fracture area, and the ache would get worse.  Bottom line:  I agree with what most indicate regarding this injury:  Everything is connected "down there," and the combination of a fracture and prolonged disuse (at least 8 weeks of absolutely no weight bearing) created a recipe for tightness & etc.

I also developed snapping hip (tight tendon again), which exacerbated the ache in the area.

This (ache and snap) would come and go, and as the months progressed (and my mileage increased), I learned to recognize it for what it was. The ache lasted for nearly one year - sometimes it would be gone for a few weeks and then return. Cycling made it worse, which was reasonable. Cycling places the hip (and as such the flexors/tendons) in a contracted state, and I'm certain this irritated the already shortened and stressed tendon.

As of today, I still can't stretch very aggressively on the formerly fractured side. No big deal. I still have the snapping hip, but it has lessened notably within the past six months.

Running now roughly 40 miles a week. Cycling/swimming/weight training as well. I'm always "aware" of my former injury, not in a bad way, as it seems to be healed. Rather, I never, ever want to have this occur again. Therefore...strengthen the glutes and flexors. Cross train more often. Take days off. Repeat. Take days off.  Wear very good shoes. I switched to the HOKA brand 20 months ago. They are terrific. I also use Altra Lone Peak 2.5s for trail running. I no longer care about saving weight on shoes. I'd rather have 12 oz shoes on each foot with major cushion than to go through the injury again. If that's all it takes, so be it.

One Year Out

It's been nearly a year since my injury.  I keep reading the runner's world blog site to bond with the stories of those who've been diagnosed and those who've recovered. Bless them all.

I'm convinced now that my injury was caused by a constellation of things - the perfect storm. 1.  Too many trail miles, day after day. 2. Letting my weight get too low, which may have caused some bone leaching. 3. Not enough rest.

I still fixate on this injury every day, but thankfully I'm far enough away from it that I've learned to mellow about small aches/pains.  It seemed like yesterday when I'd inadvertently step on a dried twig outside and freak out thinking that the noise was me breaking in two.

Back to racing now. Training hard again. Training smarter.

After Seven Months

I've learned to recognize snapping hip syndrome for what it is.

Returning to running increased my snapping hip, and the ache associated with this new bundle of fun was similar to the femoral fracture - so similar that I started to panic.

The ache of snapping hip is deep, and mine was located right over the compression fracture site. I'd run or bike, and within an hour the ache would begin - dull and never sharp.

After two weeks of this, I started to understand the subtle differences.

1. I never had a sharp pain of any kind.
2. I didn't ache getting out of bed or out of a car.
3. There was really a lot of snapping going in this area, and I'm convinced that I was (stupidly) aggravating things.
4. Self massage and ice helped tremendously, whereas with the FNSF ice did absolutely nothing.
5. I could balance and hop just fine.
6. Stretching seemed to make it worse.


By the end of January, the ache began to fade, and now it's mostly gone.

Looking Back

For me, the hardest part of recovery wasn’t the inactivity on crutches. Well, I won’t kid you – that part was mentally difficult. The hardest part was the uncertainty in starting to exercise again. The docs won’t be able to tell you what pain is normal and what is not. The aches I experienced were concerning, but they were different than the pain associated with the original injury and subsequent month. I had naively thought that returning to running would be pain free, but that of course wasn’t the case.  Most likely the fracture itself (and external callus”ing”) had caused irritation of the tendons which slide over that area. That, combined with the tightness brought on by disuse, created a recipe for irritation. This made sense to me in late October, but in the absence of a soft tissue diagnostic test (e.g., MRI) there was no way to know.

I trusted my orthopedic specialist, and I trusted my instinct. I also took to heart the scary advice of others (internet posts) who emphasized the need to be careful.  I know I am lucky. I respect that the bone takes a long time to heal. I’m not kidding myself. Full remodeling of my bone won’t be complete until sometime in the winter(?), I imagine. I know that aches will continue to come and go, but hopefully as I learn to use my hip again and again, things will settle down as before.

On November 23^rd my wife and I ran a trail half marathon in New Hampshire. Nothing fancy, and we made a point of taking it very easy. I was injured on July 12^th, and nearly 4 and a half months later I was able to run this distance again. I may experience tightness and aches for months, if not longer, but I feel I am coming out of the woods.  

Looking back, several things:

1.     The internet is both helpful and frightening. There are terrific sites on diagnosis of the femoral neck stress fracture. There are also plenty of patient chat sites (e.g., runner’s world has a thread dedicated to FNSF). The thread sites are scary, and my heart goes out to so many who had it worse than I.

2.     Find an Orthopedic specialist you can trust, and obey her/his advice.

3.     Do not cheat. Repeat. Do not cheat. Do not go off crutches until you are released. Do not try to exercise until you are given permission. This is a very serious injury.

4.     Eat well. Take vitamins. Put Elmer’s Glue in your milk (ok, just kidding – but my friend Billy suggested this).

5.     Come back slowly but surely.

6.     Expect aches & pains  - but be cautious.
7.  What seemed to help during the NWB healing:  Heat. I'd take a hot bath nearly every night, and I purchased a small electric heating pad.
8.  What didn't seem to help:  Cold (Icing did nothing).  Stretching - this made everything worse.
9.  Biggest difficulty: Learning to recognize the ache of the iliopsoas snap.  Certain exercises seem to make this worse, particularly biking. The ache is right over the same area as the fracture site. With a certain movement, I can get the tendon to snap over, and the ache releases.

Good luck to anyone who goes through this.  

My heartfelt thanks to the staff at Harrington Hospital in Webster (particularly the orthopedic folks and the radiology folks). I felt confident each time I visited, and this helped my healing.

If I can help you (advice, sharing, listening), don’t hesitate to contact me. Remember, I am not a physician. I am only a patient.

Return to Running

On November 16^th I went for an 8 mile run at a very slow pace (maybe 12 minute mile?), and the next day I went for a 9 mile run (again, at a very slow pace). The ache had continued to diminish since the beginning of PT sessions, and the frequency of snapping hip had also declined. The runs felt good – still slow – but good. I could run normally for the first time in months, and I could look forward to slowly increasing my pace and mileage as the winter unfolded.